You make me smile with my eyes You make me smile with my eyesAnd watchas the world goes by And it's black like an oil slick, And I watch time tick -byand despite the rot and the filth and the muck Just a cup Just a sip Of brew And spending a little time getting to know you Makes the world a little bearable A little less terrible Even if it's for a few minutes it isn't so horrible and my demons they creep away crunching and munching on my teeth as they waitfor you to leave or run away so that again they may come out to playbut you stay and as I try to keep away afraidthat this just might be like all those times before wh
I am Ill Let me in, let me in Pretty little thing Look into my soulless eyes Let them reel you in Claw at my face child Claw till I'm raw Till the skin peels awayTill your fingers are sore Pull my heart out Wrench it free Pluck my teeth out Let my gums bleed Pull the barbed wire Out of my skull Pluck out each iron daisy One by one Tear at the stitches Supporting my permanent grinMake it wider Tear it in Bite my black tongue Till it oozes black bloodFrom my mouth it will spurt Like fountains of mudCome pretty childCome and play with me Don't look in the mirror For it is me you will see
The Benighted Surrounded by sordid effigiesEmpty, hollowed, meaningless keys,To lock your mind, bar it closedTo the reality of the blood and goreThe chaos, the death, the war, the hateReligion can only decimate Black blinkers over your eyes Only fools believe the liesSquirming maggot do thou not question why?Ever ready to follow orders from the sky Open thy mind, look aroundThere are so many truths to be foundSalivating, slaves pluck the thorns from your eyesLet redemption's blood drip, pour forth, defileDevour the forbidden fruit let the juice dripLet ignorance leave you bit by bit
Spit. Time to spit out the bloodMore grime To choke up To blow up And watch the tik tok time I'm tiredUninspired Why do you think its ok to get me fired-Up; angry Sprouting like a volcanoThis ain't no-Time to tell me these things To tell me your sins To slap my face and then kick me in the shinsSpinMy head round and round I don't want to know Stop talkingStop squawking I told you I don't want to know.
My First Time Spoken word.How do I even begin? Into this world they say we are born... without sin,Without hate,Without the ability to slate,To desecrate,To shut down,To cut down,All we are given- is the ability to take,Take in our surroundings,The noises, the sounds,And yet from the beginning we are always bound,Bound tight,Sewn,Into the clockwork system,Eventually we are taught,Not to take the time to listen.Open your eyes,Surprise! Look, at the colours you see Seas of people each with his or her own nationality Pour salt into my eyes Make me cry Though blurry eyed, The beauty still seeps in-Keep it in,
A - Not - So - Sweet - Heart My heart of glass is slowly being chippedpiece by piece the silver sickle you holdscrapes away...and little by little the shards falland shatter on impactsplitting into microscopic little diamondseach glittering like flakes of fairy dustas they fly through the aironly to settle in tiny sugar-like lumpson the floorand it hurts.Candy red syrup from my heart drips...and lands with a pitter- patter soundcolouring the mini crystals a pretty pinkIt seeps between the chocolate bar shaped tileson the groundmaking little cherry rivers...and it hurts. It hurts so much.
Stay with me Stay with me; don't ever let me go,Cradle me now and forever more...
Perfect imperfection... you with your perfect imperfection,the flaws you claim to have, I cannot see, why is it that I always create a messand put you through agony... it isn't right, try as I might,to be the angel you claim I am,perfection takes time, and adjustment of the mind, and I am climbing the stairway one step at a time getting closer as I go...however it seems as though,it's one step forward, two steps back,the further I go, the larger the slack,but darling angel, love of mine, I promise, I promise, further I will climb,and keep on climbing till I hurt you no more, keep on trying even as my body gets sore,it's a healing pr
Bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleedyou arent good enough bleed bleed bleedyou never will bebleed bleed bleedyou never were bleed bleed bleedjust die.
Liquified Like Turpentine Souls entwinedOur lips aligned Your hand in mine Our hearts in time Connected,Mind to mindWith this little rhyme it's time to shine Dejected,For you I pineNo I wont be fine Till you are all mineResurrected,Oh please be kindWith love sublimeLiquidfied...Like turpentine.
Oh Vampire of Mine... from the depths of my twisted soul something was plucked and pulled regurgitated...slithering.a tongue both warm and cold made its way down the nape of my neck and in went my breathsharper and faster than ever before... my head swung back throat naked under the light of the moonexposed.fingers immediately traveled to my hairwindingand unwinding....slowlybut surely... shivers.tingled down my spine goose bump inducing shivers.... that came about as your breathlightly caressed my shoulderoh what tender, frightening, bliss....
Mehs Make love to me Then sing me to sleepCradle me with your lullabies...
Collide Collide Fall to the floor Scream out loud Till your lungs are sore Rip out your heart Tear it to shreds Like you did to mine When I saw that other girl in your bed.
Harlequin Baby Harlequin baby Poor little thing With bleeding plums for eyes And fish scales for skinHarlequin babyWith your cracked and fixed grimacePulled into that ironic smile That permanently plays upon your face.Harlequin babyWith your nostrils mere slits Ears that are deformed or not around at all What is it that you did to deserve this?Harlequin baby One of God's own kinWhat is it that you did in the womb To earn such deplorable sin…
Demonic Call To Play Come play sweet demons With your bulbous eyes and grinning mouths Come dance in my dreams Come along to noiselessly screech and shoutCome crawl into my conscienceCome lick at my sores Come defile my innocence Come slit my throat Claw at me dear demons Rip my languid flesh from boneCome and slit my eyelids Crying tears of blood I will not be forgone Use me to procreate Unholy demonic spawnPluck the hairs upon my head I refuse to be forlorn Skin me sweet demons Peel away my sheath Claw out my eyes demons And you must, then eatDraw out my finger nails With your plier gripPull them out one by one And
Turpentine The hurt from my mind Slides down like turpentine Placidly And then not soConfusion is keythe politics of ecstasy…
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